March 07, 2010

its about that time..

my life, has flipped completely around for the first time in my life I feel completely out of my element and I love it. I love the people that have stuck in my life now and I love the full feeling I've felt as of lately.

in case you didn't hear..

I made some rash decisions about my life, exed out those that were draggin me along and sobered up. I now know those that are important in my life. I know who means something and I know that the people I exed out were nothing to me.

Along with this process I allowed myself to feel..and in feeling, I found out who and what I really want out of life. Many of you know me as the.."man hater"? I always have a series of tests and obstacles that men have attempted to climb and only a few have actually succeeded. Well, caught completely off guard I let down those obstacles and fell myself, but I wouldn't so much describe it as "falling" but more..floating. That's the feeling I have, floating. There is no weight attached to me when I am with him. and..I love this feeling.

I moved out. I packed up my s
hih. and moved the fuuuhhh out. finally. :) and believe me, it was way overdue. I'm glad I could finally leave my dad's overprotecting nest..and it's amazing how even through all of the stress of moving and growing up, just being away from the environment that I have seen as "normal" for so many years..took such a load off of me.

So there it is, I'm floating through life, and nobody is going to bring me down.

That is definetly my new motto in life :)

2 comments:

  1. I am so happy for you. :) Reading this actually made me feel lighter. I think moving out will be really good for you so you can stretch your wings a bit and be who you are and that to be just fine. Cause, Meg, you're so beyond good enough, even though a lot have people have made you feel otherwise. You are a beautiful, loving person and always have been. You've had a difficult life so far and look how well you've handled it. You are strong and independent and ready for life. I'm so proud of you. You inspire me.

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  2. Megan, You are the wisest master i have ever met. be my friend.
    i wanna learn from you.
    I wanna float.
    I WANNA FLOAT THROUGH LIFE!!!! DID YOU HEAR ME??? MAKE ME FLOAT!!

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