my life, has flipped completely around for the first time in my life I feel completely out of my element and I love it. I love the people that have stuck in my life now and I love the full feeling I've felt as of lately.
in case you didn't hear..
I made some rash decisions about my life, exed out those that were draggin me along and sobered up. I now know those that are important in my life. I know who means something and I know that the people I exed out were nothing to me.
Along with this process I allowed myself to feel..and in feeling, I found out who and what I really want out of life. Many of you know me as the.."man hater"? I always have a series of tests and obstacles that men have attempted to climb and only a few have actually succeeded. Well, caught completely off guard I let down those obstacles and fell myself, but I wouldn't so much describe it as "falling" but more..floating. That's the feeling I have, floating. There is no weight attached to me when I am with him. and..I love this feeling.
I moved out. I packed up my shih. and moved the fuuuhhh out. finally. :) and believe me, it was way overdue. I'm glad I could finally leave my dad's overprotecting nest..and it's amazing how even through all of the stress of moving and growing up, just being away from the environment that I have seen as "normal" for so many years..took such a load off of me.
So there it is, I'm floating through life, and nobody is going to bring me down.
That is definetly my new motto in life :)